Being nuts is being somewhere

Being nuts is being somewhere Come on, skinny love, what happened here?

The only way I know how not to gain rapidly away from home is to restrict. I know I can’t go back home (in ten days) at a lower weight or even the same weight, but I’m so goddamn scared that I’m going to be up five or so pounds if I eat what I’m supposed to. And no, this fear is not irrational because I gained eight in a half pounds in two weeks a bit ago and that quite possibly COULD happen again. I am not posting all that I could about what’s going on, but I don’t want to keep consistently posting triggering/negative things on here.

Posted July 6, 2012 at 5:46 pm 4 notes

#rant#weight gain#recovery

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  1. chopstickchick said: I love your blog and I love you! I can totally relate to what you are saying. Post whatever you want to, I love hearing about real feelings. It really helps to make me feel like I’m not alone.
  2. atpeacenotinpieces said: I’m sorry :(. But if you need to gain by the time you get back, the best thing to do is just take the plunge I guess. I wish I had better advice. Hang in there, love.
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