March 2012
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Defensive
Everyone including my family keeps commenting on how chubby my dog is. Is it so pathetic that I am a bit triggered by this, not to mention a little peeved? I love my dog and I think he just looks cuter with the bit of extra chub.
Maybe I’ll post a picture of the little guy…(it’s my blog after all)
February 2012
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How lyrics have changed.
Pink Floyd: Together we stand, divided we fall.
Nicki Minaj: You a stupid hoe.
Me: She can't even get her bloody grammar right!
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Update
I just added “My Music Playlist” to my Tumblr page. Feel free to check it out if you’ve run out of tunes to listen to.
Warning: my playlist is very, very long.
Totally in love with The Holy Bible by Manic...
xohtheguilt:
This album is flawless. Jesus Christ.
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We are beautiful. We are doomed.
WE KID OURSELVES THERE’S FUTURE IN THE FUCKING, BUT THERE IS NO FUCKING FUTURE.
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Heavy. →
weareallemptyinside:
I literally weigh more than I ever have in my life.
And I’m okay with this.
Because apparently working out is a real thing, and muscle weighs a shit ton I guess, because I look skinnier than I did twenty pounds ago.
I think I might maybe want to recover.
I think I could be okay with that.
I…
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“If all the world hated you, and believed you wicked, while your own conscience...”
– Jane Eyre, Charlotte Brontë (via spacesamidlove)
Anonymous asked: you're a spoiled bitch having 2 therapists. dont you know how expensive therapy is? dont be so greedy. there are actual starving children in africa who would laugh at the concept of having "anorexia".
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“Psychology- even the spelling fucks with your head.”
– Unknown
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Really?
The Momster (she’s not a monster, the nickname is just addictive once it passes my lips) says I’ve been more “smiley” since my meds were lowered. But have I felt any better? Not really, honestly. My stash of pills is getting bigger every other night now and one day it’ll be enough to make a difference.
Sometimes I’m aware of the facade I put on, sometimes it...
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“I might not want recovery, but as long as food is passing my lips, I might as...”
– themanicdoll
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With Kayla as my Inspiration
I stocked up on Luna bars today from Whole Foods! Sheesh, do they scare me, but I tried the Iced Oatmeal Raisin one last night and it was freaking amazing.
Here’s to getting over one fear food at a time? Because guess what: I also bought some almond butter! Along with all of these exclamation points, Nut butters are a major fear food along side most everything with a similar amount of...
