December 2011
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Journal Entries: Day 4
6/1/10
I did it. I completed breakfast. And I want to play Halo. Mhmm, even if I get stuck in a group full of jerks online, at least I’ll feel better trying to kick their behinds.
Behinds = lame, but cussing is just the same.
And that rhyme there puts me to shame.
I feel a rap coming on, but I’m not feeling the force. Eh, for the better anyway. About breakfast...
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Nurses at the Ranch: Descriptions
Nurses:
Jenn: Tall, lanky, funny, awesome, short dark auburn hair, 24 years old, supportive, ate pudding cup with me
J-Fo: Generally pretty cool, plays bananagrams with us, medium length brown hair
Cheryl: Maternal, kind of pushy, moody, do not let her take your blood, good with putting [feeding] tubes in. [This woman is AWESOME, okay??]
Yvonne: Sweet but oblivious, talks about...
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Journal Entries: Day 3 part 2
5/31/10 CONTINUED
I am going to pray to God tonight that my ‘gentle’ meals tomorrow aren’t horrendous. Or at least, I’m going to try to remember to pray. Yeah, lame, right? I have to try to remember to pray in an hour. I write ‘like’ too much. I’m such a teenager.
I’m just so scared. I don’t care if Amanda is supposedly my height and...
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Journal Entries: Day 3
5/31/10
Happy Memorial day! I feel more like a blonde than ever not knowing what exactly today stands for. I salute you all memorials? [Fail.] Ex-Good ol’ Prez George Washington, Honest Abe, etc.
In other news, breakfast was bigger today-just a half cup more of apple juice, but still. I skipped the toast and butter entirely. Super secret: no supplements [to replace the...
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Journal Entries: #2
5/30/10
I got my schedule today! Whoop whoop! Now I just need my *books and I’ll feel complete…at last! My arm is complete again! Que the monumentally amazing music of no other than Sweeney Todd. The music is so hauntingly gorgeous that I can’t help but relax a bit. A bit ironic, really.
I forgot to mention one of the younger girls, Lily (such a cutie and a sweetheart), is...
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Journal Entries: First day of treatment part 2
On with part 2 of my first day at the ranch.
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I doubt I could say that with a straight face. Well here’s the thing: some of the girls have their menstruation MIA, like a year for some. I missed one a while back and I think I just missed this month’s (shh) but otherwise…I’m as healthy as a fat horse. Crap: that’s not helping. I[m trying to keep cussing to a...
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Journal Entries: First day of treatment
From here on, whenever I can remember to come on Tumblr, I am going to type out my journal entries from May 29, 2010-October 24, 2010. I didn’t miss one day of journaling for five months as I was checked into Remuda Ranch for anorexia. If you’re reading this, I’ve either invited you to read because I trust you, or you’ve found this on your own and are still reading-if the...
